Friends keep you alive
So many people say life is passing them by; myself included. They are right, and i have a theory as to why. What we all lack is the means to get back into the game. Is life really a game? If it is people haven’t read the rules. Winning in life isn’t about beating your fellow competitors, it’s all about filling and using your own potential. Actually, when you break it down the method to succeed is quite simple. To play a part in the ultimate game we need to live. Potential, dreams and desires are all aspects of ourselves designed to promote and encourage our own living. Why do we seem to have so many problems doing it?
The first mistake is thinking we need to do it on our own. Life is a team game. The more members a team has directly effects the amount of dreams and ambition in the pot. In turn; and I apologise for the RPG reference (I’m a geek, i think in weird ways); this fills the imaginary experience bar. You cannot be living if you don’t experience anything.
Inside *updated*
A life of deception in a world of deceit
Just trying to get by, so we could all eat.
Never sharing our feelings, put a smile on your face
Appearance is everything in the big fake life race.
Inside you crumble but the world must not know
Failure is your own fault, everyone tells you so.
You don’t deserve their pity, you feel a disgrace
You need to be winning that big fake life race.
The bookmarks say it all
Research on dismissal and the DDA, worst case scenario became reality. After leaving me to stew overnight as to what the outcome to the capability meeting would be; the wonderful caring company I have worked for for seven years dismissed me because they didn’t feel my attendance would improve. Funny how I haven’t been back long enough since I started the BPD treatment for them to know that….
Is it just my naive black and white thinking that’s having trouble with all this or do we really have to spend our entire lives fighting?
What a pile ‘o shite
